i think i just ruined something!!

seriously, i have already wrote everything what happen just now in my diary and told one of my friend about this matter. Just now i seriously nearly cried, but now after talking to her, i feel much more better, and happy of course.. im not going to mention what happen to anybody cause i seriously dont wan to talk about it. Even one of my closes friend asking me what happen, i just ask her to go ask the girl i talk to... Guys its not i dont wan to tell u guys, its just i dont wan to talk about it!! thanks, and love you guys!!

STUDY

Talking about studying.. haha.. I dont know why this few days, i just cant concentrated in my studies. maybe its holiday or something, i just love to play games in my computer and read novels. My exam is like few days left and i just still playing around. i wan to study but i ended up playing games.. err... i'm kinda piss off with myself... i dont know what to do... HOW? ? I'm scared of my exam...

Autumn Concerto 下一站幸福

seriously telling you guys that my friend and i are totally addicted with this Taiwanese drama- Autumn's Concerto. This drama is the best drama ever, seriously for 15 years i didn't find any drama as best as this, even though watching this drama really make people cry, but it's worth it..haha!!
I started watching this drama before my Trail Exam, and because of this drama i can't really concentrated in my trial. damn this drama. After finishing every paper, i'll be writing this: Autumn's Concerto/ Ren Guang Xi and Liang Mu Cheng/ 任光晞， 梁幕橙/ 下一站幸福。And then below there i'll be writing: just stand another 2 months and then you can watch this drama like nobody business. Oh yea!!
But.. when everytime i go to youtube, i'll be watching this drama, but seriously i didn't watch this drama nicely. i jump every part, so actually i don't really know how does the drama goes, i'll be watching ep 14 and them i'll jump to ep 20.
Now i had introduce this drama to mae, and now she is addicted with it. my addiction had already over come, if i just don't go to youtube and type autumn's concerto or find pictures of that drama.
I plan after PMR only start watching this drama all over again, damn it, why am i writing about this, now i just can't stand myself thinking about it.. NVM... STAND THAT PAIN!!! okay, overcomed..
Here are some pictures abt the drama autumn's concerto:)

Weird family=)

guang xi and mu cheng


guang xi and mu cheng, 6 years later

their son, liang xiao le



Liang Mu Cheng(6years later) Ren Guang Xi (6 years later) P.S. Mae loves this pic alot..




Autumn's Concerto's Happy Ending=P

LOVE THIS DRAMA ALOT ALOT ALOT....

Studying

Oh yea, i'm studying. what do you think about it.. i'm still blogging when my exam is like tomorrow, damn it! i'll be sitting for mandarin, science, geography and home economy. damn it, why is there 4 subjects in one day. i still haven't finish anything, all half way. crazy!!! listening song and doing some revision, but i just can't stop myself touching the computer. i'm seriously getting crazy, i don't know how to do home economies, and geography.. i haven't touch my mandarin and science, what can i do???
I'm a mad person now! Oh yea...

Tattoo!!

Thinking of getting a tattoo.. I have no idea why do i want to get one but... i just.. NVM..

I have this picture that i draw on my wrist i think i'm going to get that tattoo there or maybe behind my neck. in the future...






P.S. JUST THINKING ABOUT IT...

the phone rang when i'm asleep.. err...

MY EYES
WANT ME TO SLEEP MORE!!!

I was sleeping soundly ans suddenly i heard my phone rang, err.. so i went and answer it, it was from my mom. she ask me to go and check my dad's drawer to see whether his wallet is there. I didn't say anything and put down the phone. and here again the second time the phone rang, it woke me up again, answered.. and she asked me again whether i went and check. But i was so sleepy and just can't stand it. i cut her call again and went to bed again.]
Seriously i don't i'm wrong but.... you see my mom is so angry of me that i didn't went and check the wallet, but you see I was studying till 5am just for my exam next monday, so i went to bed around 5.15am.... so someone can't just expect me to wake up that early at 8 something or anything to do something. err.. sometimes i really just don't get my parents, they seems that i got to do everything.. including waking up in the morning.. Why can't she call my brother to do the checking thing? Why is always me????? When everytime i ask why they will say that your brother was studying the whole night... WHAT ABOUT ME??? DIDN'T I STUDY TILL DAWN???
REALLY DON'T GET THEM!!!

Piano...

Had my piano exam this afternoon, and I'm kinda scared. I'm scared that i can't pass my exam. I was fine this morning when i practice my piano.. but when i was waiting outside the room before my exam i was sweating a lot. I was wiping my hand furiously, my sweat just can't stop.



Then my name was called, at that moment, my hand started to froze.. my scales was okay, but B flat minor melodic, i missed it, actually i forgotten what was the key, so i just simply played it.
The examiner voice was freaking soft, i don't even know what the hell is he talking, i just really don't get it, how can a man talking as thou that he is a woman.. seriously even a woman doesn't talk like that... really a weirdo..

And here comes my pieces. I was very well practiced in all three pieces.. but sadly..:( due to that damn sweaty hand i slip some of the keys in my 1st piece. i really feel like stabbing myself.. err!!! Thank god i did well in the 2nd piece cause it was a slow one. Then my 3rd piece.. it when okay.. rocky...
Disappointment=(


after that i did my sight reading, it went slow.. i mean it, really really slow... but i know myself, i'm good in sight reading. and then it's aural, worst of all cause i got to sing...
Dont believe the picture beside, cause i dont sing like that and i cant sing like that too. i just suck in singing..but at least the aural didnt when that bad...



And so that is the end of my piano grade 6 exam.. =) i really need to go and convince my teacher to let me start with my grade 8. So that i could finish it before graduating from school:)

HA!HA!

I'm going to Taiwan!!!!

I'm going to Taiwan....Hooray!! Seriously, i taught i wasn't choose but eventually i did.. Ha-Ha-
It's a girl scout camp,its the 7th National Girls Scout Camp, Taiwan OMG! i can't wait to go.. It's next year.. hahaha.. just can't stop myself..
I'm going to TaiChung, I think so, i still don't really know where am i going but the only thing i know is that i am going to Taiwan.
My mom's friend who is a girl guide leader, had just bought our air ticket yesterday.. we are going to be staying extra 2 days so it's altogether..OMG I'm going to be in Taiwan for around 9 to 10 days.. I just can't believe it..
You guys know what going to Taiwan is my dream.. Ha!Ha! I just can't wait til that moment..

Okay i did some research on the net and i got some pic of Taiwan, check this out, i can't believe i can go there....=)














This the Taipei 101...WOW..





TAIWAN HERE I COME...HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...........=)

i'm scard..

I'M SCARD..
When i woke up this morning, i brush my teeth as usual and took bath. After that i went down to my living room and open the telly and started watching tv. Then my aunty who is staying with me in the another attach house walked in:
Aunty: Did you know that your aunty was robbed? (my another aunty)
Me: Huh?! What?!
I just dont know what can i respone.. I followed my aunty to her house and then i saw my another aunty sitting there, her eyes are all red.. I just scared me..
She told me that the robber is an Indian guy, and wore a helmet and a long jacket, that guy walked in to her house.. (opened her house gate and open the door without a noise, even my dog didn't bark..weird..-.-)
That man then walked into my aunty's kitchen when she was chooping some vegtables, when she turn her head then she saw the guy snatch her necklase..which is 2 pound gold..
She shouted very loud.. but i didnt hear because i was sleeping upstairs. I was so luckly that, the man didnt went up to my room, because i forgot to lock my door. Thank God!!
I acted cool the whole day, my aunty didnt want me to call my parents who is in the aother states. The whole day i acted like nothing happened..till...now....
I called my dad, when i heard his voice i suddenly i cried, i just dont know why, i told him everything, they he asked me why didnt i called in the morining, then i told him that my aunty didnt want ne to. He said if i told him earlier they would come back earlier.. WOW! so loving!! HAPPY!! but never mind..
and then my mom call, i also cried on the phone when i heard her voice. she told me not to feel guilty (yea, i know why did i wanted to cry when i start talking about this event!! I FEEL GUILTY THAT I CAN'T HELP. Thats right) Yes! i feel guilty that, why didnt i heard her(aunty) shouting? why wasnt i there? i just cant stop thinking what would happened if i was on the scent? or what if that guy came into my room?? i didnt lock my room when i was sleeping last night.
I feel unsave, alone in the house.. my parents are not in, my brother when to a national debate competition in KL. Nobody is at home, but i still feel very scard, what if tinight they come in again??
I just cant stop thinking about it..
For the 1st time i feel so unsave in my own house.. ha-ha- can't believe it!

P.S.> I HATE ALL YOU PEOPLE INDIANS, YOU GUYS ARE EMBARRASSING YOUR OWN RACE AND KILLING YOUR OWN PEOPLE!!! BASTARD!!!